The world is upside down and everyone is just trying to get through Life... instead of really appreciating it.
I do that all the time... I worry, I cry, I get anxious for reasons that aren't real, I make plans, I stumble, I wake up, I smile, I laugh... and then I feel guilty because I've wasted "precious" time.
I try to remember myself how lucky I am for having a warm bed, clean water to drink, food on the table, money in the bank and unconditional Love. It seems like I have it all, but all I can see is that everything can vanish in a fraction of a second. Nothing is for sure, the future is an open road and it's up to me to make the best of it.
No certainties, but infinite possibilities. I thought that's what I wanted, but as I get old I just want to become a "robot". Do the 9am-5pm work, go to the gym, come home, cook dinner, watch a movie, read a book chapter and go to sleep!
Baaaahhhhh! I need something to strive for! Not sure science fulfills my needs... but what else do I know how to do? Well... I'm a fast learner, that's for sure.
I've come to the conclusion that it's easier to be sad and miserable than to be happy and pro-active!
The really hard work is to implement happiness on a daily-basis.
From now on I will ONLY be HAPPY! :)
